What does it mean to be 20!! Well I did approach the age barrier with a bit of apprehension!! after all you do realize that your teens are over....and some where it does sink in that your just going to get older. When were 10 we want to be 13, when we become 13 we want to be 16, when we are 16 we want to be 18. Thats where the buck stops after that you just want to stay 18, or max 19.

Honestly i don't see the magic in young ages. Growing older brings with it a lot of responsibility not just for yourself..but you become responsible for you parents for you relationship, for you lover and for so many things. With this responsibility comes the beauty of leading life your own way. Being completely in charge. And as you grow older its learning from your mistakes and experiences. its doing things that aren't for kids, its responsibility for a job and a career. Its a lot of responsibility which only lazy people will shy away from. Its something i look forward to. So im not miffed about turning 20. Life's just beginning!!! And with the way mine is going i'm eager to live it!! Because i have the best course, i have the best friends, i Have the most respnsibility in my course, i have an amazing family and most of all i have a most beautiful person im my life who i want to care for, who i want to cherish who i want to be responsible for, who i want to lovingly take care of, for all my life. And i look forward to the years when i spend all my life with that one person. Being responsible and turning older dont scare me because after all i'm going to have a life whcih will be the fullest most beautiful place to be!! And i love it!!!